This is like a dream

2011-04-14T18:13:00.001+08:00

LIM KUAN BOON, YOU'VE JUST SHOWN YOUR TRUE COLOURS AND MAKE ME CHANGE MY IMPRESSION ON YOU. _|_

2011-03-08T21:09:00.002+08:00

i miss ling poh shen ):

Ok, i got Changi General Hospital for my attachment. Thank god. Oh, i will be making new friends again. Yay^^.

2011-02-06T18:37:00.001+08:00

I'm scared. I swear im fucking scared. Just please stop with all your nonsense talking about that stuffs. pleaseee. God, im seriously scared:'(

2011-02-06T14:54:00.004+08:00

<3<3

Afrojack Feat. Eva Simons - Take Over Control (Official Video HD)

2011-02-04T10:32:00.001+08:00

This song is effing awesome.

2011-02-02T15:39:00.000+08:00

yayayay, mummy allowed me to go vietnam in june! 18 june till 1 july and thats after attachment. this is gonna be awesome with my four awesome friends, iqma, nabil and izzuddin. hopefully all all of us pass our exams and go vietnam together((((:

2011-01-29T13:01:00.000+08:00

Fcuk ittttttttttt. WHERE WERE YOU WHEN I NEEDED YOU THE MOST? HAIS

waiting

2011-01-25T20:43:00.002+08:00

Can't count on you most of all when I really need it.

It's the simple things that you do that really hurt my feelings.

The more I try, the more I'm starting to see it.

This can't work anymore, than you believe it.

And how many times I gave my heart,

To how many times we fell apart.

And it equals,

A promise in the dark.

So don't promise me.

And how many times I gave you me,

Divided by so many memories.

And it equals,

A promise in the dark.

So don't promise me.

I just don't know what the problem is, what the deal is.

Was I there too much, did I move too fast, I couldn't see it?

All these promises are probably how you deal with it.

I'm tired of hearing you say your innocent.

Don't think I forgot.

Because I really didn't care if you're lying a lot.

I've given every breath I've got,

Sometimes you gotta break down and breathe.

We all make mistakes.

Sometimes we do desperate things.

What does it prove? NOTHING.

And you never do nothing wrong.

Then what took you so long, took you so long

Cause I keep, keep hanging on, keep, keep hanging on

So don't promise me.

still

2011-01-23T09:36:00.001+08:00

Nak block block buat ape, bukannye kau berbual dengan aku kaaaan. luckily, hakim told me. pfffft. Le sigh

2011-01-22T14:34:00.000+08:00

I love my nursing mates<3

imisslingpohshen:(

2011-01-18T21:04:00.004+08:00

Nursing Class C ♥

2011-01-18T06:10:00.000+08:00

I shall pretend i don't know what day is it today.
Today is two hour break, go where? go where??? i love my nursing classmates(:

still waiting

2011-01-15T19:33:00.002+08:00

gonna go expo for life saving days tomorrow-.-
meeting my friends tomorrow! rindu iqmaaaa!

2011-01-14T20:44:00.002+08:00

Gonna study tomorrow! yes, i tend to think less about when im studying in school. am still waiting though<3
Oh yes! Im wearing my nursing uniform on mondaaaaaaaaay! Hehehehe

2011-01-12T21:41:00.001+08:00

only three days of school, im super tired. nursing courses starts @ 8am sharp till 6pm. penaaaat:(

2011-01-10T20:10:00.001+08:00

Please don't make me fall sick. I need to attend school tomorrow. Le sigh

2011-01-10T19:40:00.002+08:00

I HATE MY NEW SCHOOL:'<

2011-01-08T12:33:00.002+08:00

It's a struggle everyday

And you, you've change a lot. Yes, A LOT. Even one of your close friends, you called "brothers" have seen you change. You don't see it, but we do. But i know, you've change for the better. Oh well, we can't do anything. I'm still waiting though.

2011-01-08T00:42:00.002+08:00

No more try, you and I. Not now, not ever

I... really should stop posting quotes at facebook, my cousins think i'm being emo! Pfft! But I'm notttttttttttttt! Its just a quotes from twitter:B

Anyway, i just wasted one and a half hour for putri. Pffft. I wanted to give her my Social Studies book. When i reached school she said she don't need it. Should have at least told me! I was so rushing to meet her. Thanks a lot-.- plus i have a lot of things needed to do at home! I had a great day today. Happy 59th birthday Uncle! I love you. Please stay strong. Can't afford to lose you:(

imissyou

2011-01-01T00:05:00.002+08:00

YOU'RE SUCH A COWARD. C-O-W-A-R-D

FUCK 2011.

2010-12-29T00:42:00.001+08:00

We were once so close, look at what time has done to us. Now we don't even catch a glimpse of each other nor text, isn't it a pathetic case?

It means nothing now

2010-12-28T23:03:00.003+08:00

Falling out of love is hard

Falling for betrayal is worst

Broken trust and broken hearts

I know, i know

Thinking all you need is there

Building faith on love and words

Empty promises will wear

I know, i know

I hope my prayers will be answered soon:(

2010-12-25T23:26:00.001+08:00

Awesome day today.

2010-12-23T23:01:00.001+08:00

damn, i miss lingpohshen. guess i'll be sad on my birthday. i really hope things will work out between us. i'll wait for you for a year, trust me. And i hope you too, will keep your promise. i love you very much LingPohShen:'(

2010-12-23T17:36:00.000+08:00

You told me you'll never leave me. You told me that you'd never hurt me. But soon, you"re gonna leave me. All these promises you made, you broke. You should've known that the most significant promise you made was to my heart, and now that's broken too.

2010-12-23T17:13:00.001+08:00

Talking to you has become an addiction. We’ve not missed a single day to text since 18 February 2009. But now, it does.

2010-12-23T17:10:00.002+08:00

Why did you change your mind so quickly? Less then a week before you wrote me one of the most beautiful texts ever. Sometimes I think you just got tired of me.

eighteen

2010-12-23T16:42:00.000+08:00

Between now and then, till i see you again, i'll be loving you

2010-12-17T12:03:00.001+08:00

if a girl can put up with you through your worst days, and still stick with you and your mistakes,, then you shouldn't let her go...

Lalalala~ Hais

2010-12-17T09:52:00.002+08:00

I just wanna be with you, thats all :'(

2010-12-15T20:18:00.001+08:00

The only thing in my mind before i sleep and after i wake up, is hope that one day you will take me back and i would make you the luckiest boy in the world.

2010-12-15T08:30:00.002+08:00

It's going to be painful to say goodbye to someone that you don't want to let go of, but it's gonna hurt even more to ask someone to stay if you can never make the relationship work out the way it should.

2010-12-15T08:20:00.000+08:00

I DON'T KNOW WHAT THE FUCK I'M SUPPOSED TO FUCKING DO ANYMORE.

2010-09-01T11:03:00.000+08:00

I love yesterday♥

2010-08-30T17:50:00.004+08:00

If i told you i loved one thing about you, i would only be lying because i can't say i love one part of you and ignore the rest of you. I love everything about you and to say i love only one thing ignores the beauty of your whole soul. I love everything about you, the good and the bad, its every little part of you that makes you who you are.

2010-08-29T09:45:00.001+08:00

i fell asleep while waiting for your text yesterday night and got to know, you didn't text me at all. Best.

f, i am lazy to go religious class.

2010-08-26T08:15:00.002+08:00

I didn't attend school today due to my back ache. Its getting from bad to worst. Its very pain!! La la la. I miss this bitch up here. Luv you ♥

2010-08-25T16:14:00.002+08:00

Yay! Went to Tampines Mall with Aishah and Putri and i bought new bangles @ $5.90. Superb! Next, will be buying bird cage necklace(Y)

I don't know why you kept giving me a cold shoulder everynight for three days. What is wrong?:'(

2010-08-24T15:01:00.001+08:00

Imissyou laaaaaaaaa:(

Stomach cramps plus headache=(Y)

2010-08-22T14:59:00.000+08:00

I think i love usher now:/

Last.

2010-08-21T13:48:00.007+08:00

Her: *texting* I'm going home already.

Him: Where you?

Her: The place where you always send me home.

Him: Okay, wait. I coming.

Her: *waits for him

He came and there was an awkward silence.

Her: Quick ah.

Him:*looks around. Okay, quick.

Him:*put hands on her cheeks and kiss on the lips.

Him&Her: Giggles.

Him:*grabs her hands, pull her against his body and hug.

Him&Her:*Smile and bid goodbye.

2010-07-26T17:37:00.001+08:00

Because i think you're worth the wait.

2010-07-26T10:31:00.001+08:00

Im sick, again. Wth is wrong with me. Tsk.

2010-07-26T08:38:00.001+08:00

It gives me butterflies when i view your profile cos' i knew that all i can see is you and her. Hais.

2010-07-24T21:44:00.000+08:00

Awesome day with best girls ♥

Johore tomorrow. Awesome^^

2010-07-23T23:51:00.000+08:00

Jealousy strikes again. Sigh:'(

2010-07-23T17:39:00.002+08:00

Bugis tomorrow with my malay class wearing school uniform. wth.

Gonna buy my Fried Mars Balls tomorrow^^

Ps- i've stop.

2010-07-22T21:01:00.001+08:00

I can't always find the right words to express the way I feel, but I think thats' okay because i'd like to believe my love speaks for itself.

And for today, I feel so jealous. And that really hurts me. :'(

2010-07-20T19:34:00.002+08:00

I envy them, like seriously :(

2010-07-20T15:54:00.002+08:00

I can't help it. I can't help caring. I'm too weak to restrain myself from you. I can't help looking for you in a crowd. I can't help thinking of you in the middle of the night, day or anytime at all. I can't help wishing that you would love me, again. I can't help waiting until the moment we will talk again or doing other silly things together. I can't help wanting to be more than just friends. I can't help the way i love you... although i wish i could.

2010-07-20T15:14:00.003+08:00

Hi. I tried to get out of my bed in the morning but i don't feel my legs and my body is feeling so weak. So, i lie on the bed for 5-10 mins. I woke up again and open my mum's bedroom door and told her that i'm not feeling well. Mum asked me not to go to school and have a rest at home. Arnd 12 plus, went to the doctor with nurul as she was sick too. After that, went back home first to put the medicines and then went to 293 school bustop with nurul and wani to give math tys answer sheet to Athirah. Since we are near 7-11, met up with Amira for a while and then went home. And here am i blogging. I don't know i can go school or not tomorrow. Im feeling so weak right now. My body is acheing right now and is asking me to lie on the bed.

K, bye.

To you, i miss you very much.

2010-07-18T18:07:00.000+08:00

It’s the worst feeling in the world to love and hate someone all at the same time. And it’s hard to watch things change when all you want is for them to stay the same. It’s funny but stupid how you want everything and nothing at the same time. It’s crazy when you want to let go, but you keep holding on, and when you want to move on but you’re stuck right where you started. When feelings come and go and you can’t decide what you want. When you have so many things to say but you don’t know where to start. When you want them in your life so bad, but all you can do is push them farther and farther away. It’s so hard to think back to how things used to be and look at it now and realize that things are different and they may never be the same. You tell yourself it’s not worth it, but if it really didn’t matter, you wouldn’t spend so much time thinking about it.

2010-07-18T17:33:00.002+08:00

“I’d like to meet someone who wouldn’t give up on me. Someone who would always be there no matter what. Someone who I could tell all of my secrets to, and they would trust me enough and tell me theirs. Someone who wouldn’t care what I wear, or how I have my hair done. Someone who would call me every night just to hear my voice. Someone who would know me well enough to tell when I’m mad, sad or confused. Someone who wouldn’t like me just for the looks, but for my heart and my personality. Someone who wouldn’t just love, but who would be addicted to me. Someone who would never leave me clueless or alone. Someone who would always keep their promises and mean what they say. Someone who would look out for me. Someone who would never leave me broken. Someone who would be faithful to me. Someone who would be the one for me, and I’d be the one for them. Someone who would be my Romeo and I’ll be their Juliet.”

i've found that person and that person is you bby.

i miss you.

2010-07-18T02:08:00.001+08:00

im heartbroken.

469.

2010-07-17T12:23:00.006+08:00

Tomorrow will be having religious exams. Luckily, i've studied. And, i don't know where to go after after one o'clock.. Maybe, i'm going to the place where we used to hang out when we meet up.

Le Sigh.

I sound so -.-

2010-07-16T06:00:00.004+08:00

I dreamt I come your house. We didn't talk . We make our own business. Soon, you gave me a cute and lovely surprise. We hug. We look so happy together. And suddenly, i woke up. ):

2010-07-15T19:30:00.001+08:00

My heart longs to tell you how I feel towards you. I wish I could tell you just how much you have touched me. Just how much you have taught me. Just how much you’ve made me happy. Just how when you hold me, my body tingles. Just how when you smile at me, it touches my heart in such a way that no one else can ever come close to. Just how the way you love me makes me want to be a better person. Just the way I want nothing more than to be able to hold you everyday of my life, and how that alone would be enough. There aren’t enough words in this world that can truly explain just how much I love you.

2010-07-15T18:58:00.001+08:00

No more T.I. Me love N-Dubz now. Especially Dino Contostavlos♥♥

2010-07-14T16:41:00.002+08:00

I accidentally hammered my own thumb during DnT. Fcuking pain):

Just Oh-So Curious!

2010-07-13T19:54:00.005+08:00

I felt soooooo awkward sitting in the same group as you):

God, please tell me hes' not playing. Please tell me its the truth. Tell me its true.

2010-07-12T21:30:00.003+08:00

Q, STOP CALLING OR TEXTING ME! I WILL NEVER REPLY TO YOUR MSGES OR PICK UP YOUR PHONE CALLS. DAMN, YOU ARE SO FCUKING ANNOYING LAH DUMBFCUK!

2010-07-11T18:18:00.003+08:00

Religious class exams was do-able. Alhamdulillah. But kind of screw it up a bit. Next week will be Fiqh paper. And Oh noooo, tomorrow is monday. Which means i will be having english oral. Shucks. Totally sucks laaa. K, bye.

Me miss you, boo):

2010-07-11T10:14:00.002+08:00

I have religious class exams at 11. Damn, im so not ready for it although the topic is easy. Hope i can do it. after that, going to istanbul to buy new hairbands and clips. All of my hair acessories are gone. Maybe, going jaja's house to see that cute little boy. boo, i miss him a lot. K, bye.

2010-07-10T21:28:00.003+08:00

It scares me to think that you could find takers other than me and better than me.

2010-07-09T23:40:00.002+08:00

Boo):

2010-07-09T13:38:00.001+08:00

Mushroom, yucks.

2010-07-08T15:10:00.001+08:00

Give me a surprise.

2010-07-01T18:07:00.002+08:00

eclispe tomorrow midnight with sister and bro in law. Thanks a lot bro in law for treating me .

2010-06-26T15:23:00.000+08:00

two more days to father's birthday:)

ohhh,me love me hairr:D

2010-06-21T11:38:00.003+08:00

you're my only remedy . i'll wait , trust me .

i'll be gone for a moment , hais . Bye .

2010-06-20T12:34:00.000+08:00

Picnic yesterday was a-w-e-s-o-m-e!

2010-06-19T12:21:00.001+08:00

Picnic @ East Coast with family & cousins today ♥

i felt so miserable yesterday .

2010-06-18T00:07:00.006+08:00

1 year 4 months bby ,1 year 4 months:'(

2010-06-16T17:49:00.000+08:00

even my sister says you're a motherfcuker.

2010-06-16T14:32:00.002+08:00

i will,trust me .

2010-06-15T18:00:00.004+08:00

How long more do i need to wait ?)':

2010-06-15T17:37:00.001+08:00

We fall in love with the person we think we love, but to only discover its a game for him/her. Hais)':

2010-06-15T05:15:00.000+08:00

its 5.15am and im not yet asleep!arghh!

2010-06-14T15:06:00.003+08:00

I is very happy and giggling to myself coz' karma has hit you:)

2010-06-14T14:24:00.001+08:00

Hais,no hope,i guess?

)':

2010-06-13T15:47:00.001+08:00

you don't understand the sentence .

2010-06-08T18:00:00.003+08:00

imissLingPohShen,alot:'(

2010-06-06T12:33:00.000+08:00

Wow.Mum also prefer chinese over malay.cool.me likee(Y)

ineedyou.

2010-06-06T08:45:00.001+08:00

IM.SUPER.NOT.OKAY.THIS.TIME.ROUND.

2010-06-05T19:46:00.002+08:00

I love seeing couples holding hands as they walk together, teasing one another...Like we used to be..But now,its gone..and its because of me..i really regret)':

ineedyou.

2010-06-03T21:31:00.002+08:00

I can't take it anymore.

I think im going to be blind soon for crying everyday.Sigh .

2010-05-31T07:59:00.001+08:00

FML.

imissyoulaaaaaa)':

2010-05-29T10:02:00.003+08:00

I feel so suckish>:(

2010-05-28T13:35:00.003+08:00

Gosh . I miss Nurul Fajriyah alot)':

2010-05-26T16:16:00.005+08:00

Hi , i just came back from playing ice and water with amira,seri yuhanis,palat,syafiq khan and irfan sec2.damn im so freaking tired.i'm sweating like hell right now . k,bye.im off to have my bathe:D

2010-05-25T17:31:00.006+08:00

IMISSYOUVERYYMUCHEIGHTEEN)':

2010-05-24T17:48:00.001+08:00

damn , i have cough plus sore throat .

2010-05-23T16:07:00.003+08:00

Damn , this picture^ looks so childish.Who cares?Hees:D

Al-Salam>Giant>Syafiq's House>My house>Marina Barage>Arab street(chicken champ) & Home sweet home .

This is how i spend my sunday today with my cousins.

2010-05-23T08:25:00.002+08:00

Bye!Im off to have breakfast with Auntie !

Damn , i really miss you .

2010-05-22T12:59:00.001+08:00

Mary Kate & Ashley Olsen♥

Siape yg makan chilli terase pedasnye.

Heee(:

2010-05-20T18:22:00.012+08:00

Aww ): Of Course i think about you too.Well , lets see if god is willing for us(you know who) to get back together , which i don't think so...Sigh. If anything you wanna talk about , talk to me or any problems you wanna share,call my handphone kay?I'll be there. & yes , I miss you too Amanda. We meet up one day alright? Love ya girl (:

2010-05-19T22:51:00.001+08:00

Bali in July is still deciding and not confirm.

2010-05-19T17:16:00.002+08:00

weird-weird face-.-

Days go by so fast, not a day do I not think of you. Missing you is the hardest part of my days, my days without you.

2010-05-18T00:00:00.000+08:00

I want to be your one and only again,love.

2010-05-16T09:50:00.002+08:00

Costas Contostavlos ♥

I rather want you to talk to me than you rather feel being a loser,if you think you are.